The only people for me are the mad ones.

I have had a rough couple...ok, 9, months - to be fair, I kind of brought it on myself, I mean, I didnt have to get pissed at the way I was being treated at my job, I didnt have to quit without notice, I didnt have to go and work in a warehouse, only to find out that kind of work is NOT for me (I mean, I enjoyed it, but I didnt like being tired all the time, and I didnt like not being "fast enough")
But the sad thing is, I still dont know what I want to be when I grow up, this makes finding a occupation quite difficult, and stressful, and annoying...
I did  decide to go to a career's class offered by my church - and that helped with the feeling of failure.
and this song; Fun -Carry On   Reeeeeeeeally helped. A Lot.

well, I have to say that while waiting nine months was NOT fun, it was worth it to find a job that I might actually be good at and that makes me happy :)
And check this, the day I find out I am "hired" at one job, another calls me for an interview !!!!
YEAH - so now I gots TWO jobs.
this makes me smile.
At job one, the following quote sums up my co-workers
The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be save..... - Jack Kerouac

I have learned not to take anything for granted, I am not always going to get what I want, but I will always have what I need.