How I used to feel

'These four walls feel more like a prison
Instead of paradise I couldn't wait to live in
So I just drink myself to sleep
Again
Can't escape my mind
This ain't like a movie
It's getting hard to hide
The more it's doin to me
Don't know how long I can keep
From going
Crazy all the time

Chorus:
So this is the life they talked about
This is the I can't live without
When the real world crashes down
Oh if they could see me now
When all the dreams are all your own
Turn to nightmares all alone
It hits you right between the eyes
This is the life
This is the life'

I am not going to dwell in the past, I am not going to let the mistakes I have made, limit what I become - I dont care about ' bodies in positions' I want to matter, I want to make a difference, I want to be pivital, someone who cannot be replaced 'what would we do without you' and all that.
And with God, all things are possible, so watch out world, God uses unlikely people, and I am for sure and certain, an unlikely person. :)