Maybe, Baby.

I was thinking, with all these chicks and dudes around me getting married, I do want that, I want the spouse, the kids, the house, the pet...all of it. But I am quite happy without it. So I guess I'm saying, I dont need those things to be happy. Sure, I get annoyed at the people who ask me when I am going to get married, and I gaze longingly at the wedding dresses in the shops. But it isnt going to fulfull me or make me happier. In reality it will probably make more stress, more worry and more cost. Sure, I do think that finding someone to love you and be with you for the rest of you life is a beautiful thing, and not all marriages are destined to fail, or break apart, I am not my parents.
So basically, I used to have this dream, that I would be walking down the isle, all decked out in my wedding finery, and when I got to the alter, there was the man of my dreams, but I couldnt ever see his face, same dream, all the time, I both loved and hated that dream, loved it for the promise it held, hated it for the uncertainty, and to this day, I still dont see a face when ever I dream of a wedding (if I ever actually get to walking down the isle) 
As for the man, well, I only ever loved one, and I messed that up (I am only human) so I dont think it will ever be him waiting for me at the end of the isle.
I dont really like children, I am ok with them when they are very small, newborn to about a year.
After that, I am amused by them, and I think that they are adorable, but I dont really want them to be mine.
(I like giving them back at the end of the day, or after a few hours)
Children are precious, but I dont really want to be blessed just yet.
Sure, I am nearing 30, and people think that is quite old, and maybe too old to get married and start a family, so I was thinking if there were already made families that I could join, you know, find a single dad, who is looking for a wife, and mother for his already hatched chickies, then that would be fine with me.
But for the most part, I am happy with my current single status :)